The day I died...

Dead for 17,838 days.
But today, I was offered
power beyond comprehension,
love without bounds,
righteousness of self discipline
in exchange for ALL my fears.
I am stupefied by His infinite wisdom,
grace and unconditional mercy
that He sowed in my heart the desire,
the yearning, and the need
to come before Him
to be loved, be refined, and be humbled.

To want Him, to know Him, to love Him,
to be a willing captive shackled
to His uncompromising righteousness.
Grasp on to the edge of His garment
and never let go, never let go.
Consumed with joy and delight,
being one with Him.
Abandoning my insignificance and
clutching on to the undeniable significance
of merely and simply being in Him.