Monday, November 22, 2010

I can't help...

looking at myself in the mirror
eating a slice of pizza or two or three...
worrying there is something for me to do
needing to be praised
hoping that its never too late
seeking for love
perpetuating complacency
yearning for more
being insecure
questioning my faith
trusting in God (when I need him)
wondering who all of you are
shedding a tear or two or three...
wishing I was smart
being afraid of getting old
giving too much credit to myself
doubting at the same time
thinking does it really matter
praying that it does
being too proud of my boys
desiring things I shouldn't
lurking into my heart of darkness
wanting to learn French and to play the piano
binging on chocolate ice cream


(an ongoing list)

2 comments:

  1. to those who read this blog...
    i just got hooked! off to EMP to see mr. suh in his warmth and glory...
    as an aside:
    johnnie suh is a patient of mine... we both have small man syndrome, or napoleanic complex! a/k/a "jeechii jingjing" disorder". have you seen the cavernous car that he drives? it might as well be a hummer h2... remember us men under 5'6"... we have to compensate... (JUST A JOKE... but you have to know me to get me...)
    always and faithfully,
    jk
    helloymjk.blogspot.com

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  2. I'm dreaming in daylight.

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